Living on campus 1

Scene 1: At the mall in a sale
Inner voice 1 (IV1) "Yes, go on. buy that nice dress. you can wear it out sometimes!"
Inner voice 2 (IV2) "Where exactly?"
IV1: "oh, whenever you go to parties or clubbing"
IV2: "which ones exactly?"
IV1: "c'mon. u like it. better buy it. sale hai!"
IV2: "ok cool"

So the dress is in the cupboard since months...

Scene 2
IV1: "i have nothing to wear"
IV2" theres the dress.."
IV1 "yeah , but no special occasion"
IV2 "oh c'mon, wear it with jeans and go to the comp centre"
IV1 "good idea"


Scene 3
Friend "New top"
Me "well, yeah"

IV1 "I knew it was a waste of precious stipend."
IV2 "it was on sale"

Scene 4
At the cc
Friend on phone: "Hey come to wtf!"
Me "What, now?"
Friend "aur kya, nahi toh agle janam?"
IV1 "ok cool, i am wearing the dress"
Me to friend "ok, i am coming in chappals"
Friend "accha hua bata diya, even ill come in chappals.. am tired of wearing shoes to office everyday"

Hmmm, whats the point in buying new stuff when you are going to behave like a poor researcher anyway !!!

Poem 1

Striving for perfection

Pretend to be strong
all along
with a heart ever so kind
that it always hurts
so what if you are left behind
a little bit of emotion goes a long way

Life is tough
the path can be rough
the world is not quite what it seems
friends make it worth the while

turn off the thoughts
be at peace
ultimately everything works out
maybe for the best
you never know
life's plan is a mystery
unravel it slowly

running hither tither
in this fast paced life
and you see
the loneliness
the triviality of it all

Note 3

The more you do what your heart desires, the crazier they think you are :)

Irritation

Why are some people so irritating?
Why is my patience level so low?
And these are the reasons i can't reach an equilibrium.
Is it normal to hate everybody in this world?

Does it happen to everyone or i am the special person.

Why do i get the feeling that main hee sahi hun aur sab galat?

is it a big ego? Is it fragile emotions? Is it caring too much or is it just plain simple loneliness?

Note 2

The more you realise how selfish others are, the more you should strive to be who you are :)