He told me he had murdered someone

This happened to me. I don't know why such things happen to me. I think I am a healer :)

I boarded a cab when i returned from Bareilly in UP to Indirapuram. The cab was supposed to drop me home. I waited a long time before a cab accepted my request. It was 10.30 pm in UP!
This guy arrived. He was smaller than me in size. And i chit-chat a bit so as to not freak myself out or fall asleep. He said he was going to Rohini only and was scared he's have to go empty. So i was glad he had found me.

He was talking about his father, who was in the army. His brother, who was in the services too. And then he said "main hee nalayak hun". I told him to not think so as he was a businessman and driving a cab is so cool these days. You make money. you travel. And it is AC :)

He said his father was disappointed in him. His father was no more and that he was constantly thinking about it. He then told me that he had murdered someone when he was 15. That, the murder had been unfortunate. He said "aisa tha, ke ya toh main marta ya wo".

It was around 11 pm and to be honest, I dont know why he told me this. Unperturbed, i told him to not share this with anyone else. I also told him to meditate a little and forgive himself. That was important rather than overthinking something which was done over a decade ago.

I was not scared but i was kind of amazed how he revealed something so personal to me.

About me

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I wanted to write pointers about myself lest i forget what was part of me while growing up... some of it still is...

1. I love plants. It helped that my grandfather was a botanist. I knew names of most plants when i was 4 years old. I dont remember as many now. I love them.
2. I love kittens, puppies, dogs and many a times i talk to them as I talk to humans. I have never had pets but it does not stop me from loving them.
3. I used to collect stamps and currencies.
4. I used to collect stones too. I even had ones that produced fire. No more though.
5. I am still scared of water. I love it but i Cannot swim. I have to learn. I can float though.
6. I am scared of sickness.
7. I am scared of loss, rejection and being hurt. Doesn't mean i don't try. But i am scared of opening up too much.
8. I love my family
9. I loved the mountains. Absolutely totally adored being near them.
10. I love watching the ocean.
11. I loved to read. I dont do this as much now and i should!
12. I love drawing. I suck at it.
13. I love dancing. I am not too good at it either.
14. I have a good sense of humour.
15. I care a lot.
16. I love a lot hence i hurt a lot too
!7. I am slightly self obsessed
18. I hate taking selfies
19. I love flowers, butterflies, birds, nature :)
20. I love me. I am awesome.
21. I still love animated movies.
22. I love the Godfather
23. I love to cheer someone up
24 I can be calm and collected but also anxious and agitated these days.
25 I used to love feeding the ducks at the zoo."
26 I love to walk
27 I believe in a greater power.
28 I believe we should all live without animosity, raising each others morale
29 I believe we can make the world a better place
30 I believe i am a strong person
31. I hate molesters
32. Being a woman is awesome.

Teaching Kay Krishna & Sudhama

No, I cant teach her Hindi. I know this now. When we started, I asked her questions.
Me asking Q) Krishna ne Sudhama ko dekha toh unhein kaisa laga?
Kay answering A) Krishna ne dekha k Sudhama k kapde fate fute they. Unke pair mein chappal tak nahi they. Ye dekh kar Krishna ki aankh mein aansoo aa gaye.
What nonsense. If i was queen and I had a poor friend, I wont cry! Your fault you are poor.
Me: hmmm
Me asking Q) Sudhama jab Krishna ke mahel se gaye toh kya soch rahe they?
Kay answering A) Sudhama ne socha k Krishna ne sewa toh bahut ki parantu koi uphar nahi diye.
What kind of a person was Sudhama? First, he stayed for 6 months with Krishna. Krishna gave him food, took care of him and jaate time he is saying “koi gift bhi nahi diya”
Me: ummm, i really don’t know!
I don’t think I can teach her again hhaahahhah