So today was my mid year evaluation.
currently there are a million things bothering my head...a hampi trip which i wanted to cancel since the very beginning..my thesis whose final comments have arrived and the deadline is in wait for it a month!! kaise hoga yaar.....the PWDS quant survey that needs to be planned and is delayed since ever...the WRMS data that needs to be analysed...the ITGI cost benefit analysis that needs to be done. alright, i know i need a life but there is just too much in my head apart from the emotional turmoil of shaadi.com, an ex who i still keep calling for emotional support, couple of friends in bombay who i miss a lot..some of them are getting married..and i am losing a home in bombay..my delhi friends...abbe yaar...dilli ki sardi..ghar yaar.. i mean there is just too much :( just too much...i need dumbledore's pensive...my toh face becomes so hot with tension yaar..kuch nahi pata mujhse...what the future holds in store..i am just so so so unsure/uncertain of the future..
to top it all , today is Lohri and i am missing home badly...the bonfire, the popcorn, moongfali, rewri, gajjak, dhol, gaana bajana, pooja, dance :( :(
on the brighter side, i heard loads of good stuff about myself in the evaluation!! loads n loads and i made some committments to keep..writing two papers..big deal hai yaar...kaise hoga i dont know
but most of all mera thesis...it took me 3 whole days to figure out what the examiner meant..and i am still not too optimistic :(
Abey oye! We are all with you, if not in person. And trust me, good thing you missed Dilli ke sardi this time :p
ReplyDeleteIt will all work out, it always does and you know it. Just have to walk through alot of shit sometimes, that's all.
Love and hugs!