betrayal

What is the feeling that best describes how you feel when someone commits and then does not stand by their own word? Betrayal! All of us face it at one point or another. I have faced it many times too. In matters of the heart, in my professional life and in the starting phases of my PhD. It seems i don't have a very good reputation in my campus, it seems i am not in one of the best students, but for someone you really respect. For the word of that one person, you take a decision, TRUSTING someone to stand by you, have your back and then you realise its not there. you probably trusted the wrong person. It breaks you. It makes you become less trusting of fellow human beings. It makes something in my heart pain, it hurts me, it makes me sad. The worst part is i am going to be so wary of trusting anyone again. Its not just about one incident. Its about how i wont be able to give people chances anymore. Its about how my future decisions will be affected by the one or many times my trust was broken by someone. Its not a good feeling. Its a betrayal at some level.